Sigh* The world is not fair. Life is not fair. Are you even aware of my existence? What have i done wrong in my past lives for me to deserve all the pain that i have been suffering through? When will the pain end? When will i be able to move forward?
April 24th 2008, This is the day i stared at the girl of my dreams. Although i knew i would not be able to see her in person, she still made a devastating impact on my life. She was tall and slender. Her eyes were the kind that you can look into and feel like you are lost, the kind you were to die for. She had silkly yet wavy long hair, waves so lustrous they move like the ocean. And a name so beautiful that even Juliet would be jealous of. Her name was Yoona.
July 13th 2008, It's been 3 months since i met the lady and i have been driven to insanity. Everyday for the last 3 months i have been thinking of Yoona. Although it excites me every time i see her, it also rips me apart inside knowing that i will never see her. It hurts for me knowing that i have been thinking about her everyday and she doesn't know how i feel towards her. If only there is a way for me to tell her, if only......
November 8th 2008, to be continued...........